October 2010
7 posts
Home again.
Feels good. …until my mom started to lay into me of all the drama going on here. Not that I was unaware of all the gossiping and wary glances before I left but I wasn’t surrounded by it since I went away. Then I go to check on Marshmallow and find that his water bottle is empty. God knows, I know, li’l guinea pigs know—that water bottle gets sucked dry in two and a half...
Oct 25th
Cali magic...fading.
Arrived in Santa Barbara on Thursday night. …baggage-less. :[ Cried a bit like a punk because I felt like I was starting this trip with the wrong attitude—for instance, while I was waiting THREE HOURS at the Denver Int’l Airport to leave for Santa Barbara, I kept hearing about the flight bound for San Antonio via the overhead speaker. I felt, stupidly, like this was a sign, like I...
Oct 23rd
Personal attack.
I don’t know why the people at my church did this—bringing up my personal life as an example of what they don’t want from their pianists. They made me out to sound like a tramp, talking about possibly spending the night at my boyfriend’s house, and doing inappropriate things…even in the hypothetical sense, it makes my personal business seem like what they said was...
Oct 16th
Oct 8th
Human connection.
Is it sad that as I was going to Little Caesar’s to get a piece of the customer appreciation deal, I decided to go into the building as opposed to waiting in the drive-thru: Not because I didn’t want to wait in the drive-thru due to the traffic build-up but because, I wanted to have a more human connection by seeing people who weren’t sick and bedbound for medical reasons? I...
Oct 5th
Belated medical thought.
The dichotomy continues… When I go to my grandma’s appointments, I am able to talk at length about my grandma’s previous hospital admissions [the two that happened this year alone during my whole existence of being her granddaughter], her medical history, her medications and the different meds she’s been on [also prescribed by which physician and the duration she’s...
Oct 2nd
Cake and love.
Had a happy birthday for my Grandma Sose yesterday. Changed my Facebook profile to my Grandma’s name because I know that a good number of people who added me would like to pass on their love to the little Ancient One. :D Spent the day fixing her hair and putting them in pigtail braids. Hanging out with fam. I had to go choir practice, which put a big dent in our day and delayed our...
Oct 2nd